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Tuesday, August 10, 2004 Hi faizal This is me maohaid.I have been away in europe for exactly 3 weeks today.I dun know why, but i really feel homesick.I miss my family, my friends,my happiness,my scouts and my life.It is wondeful here in europe, but it is just not the same back home.there is this malay proverb,"Hujan emas di negeri orang,hujan batu di negeri sendiri, lagi bagus di negeri sendiri" meaning "Golden rain drop in others country, stone rain drop in own country, its better in own country. i used to think that singapore is so boring.but after coming here, i did learn a few thing. i realised that its not where you are,but whom the people you are with matters.I missed my lifestyle.but i do realised that back home, i live a pampered life.Most of the things are being done for me.wherelse it very different when u have the independent status.Its good at times as i find it is one of the few times that i have a peaceful time.to thing about life.What i really want and what it shd have been....to thing of it, i have been a bossy,aarogant,unsensitive and lots more inappropriate attitude. Maybe when i reach home, i will try to change some attitude of my 9th August 2004 i am here in france while my nation selebrate its 39 aniversary.Frankly that is not what i missed. i missed someone.She was once very closed to me.And we drifted apart... 9th August 2001, i Maohaid Faizal who was suppose to be helping out in the scouts for national day,skip NDP and go and be one of the spectators.Frankly, it was my upteen time watching the show.But i still watch it cos someone whom i adore is beside me watching together with me....Well, my heart was not on the show but was somewhere else....it was the very first time i dated a gal,is that pathetic? i neglet my duty as a scout leader just to be wif her,as a result one of my very own scout,was not given the oppurtunity to march and i was not there to defend for him.I feel so for him and also myself.I FEEL GUILTY.but i have to do what i have to do.Well of course,it never work out between her and me.i Heard that she is now happily wif her bf.i wish her all the best.but she will always be on my mind. "She could be the face i can't forget, a sound of pleasure or regret, or the price i have to pay,she is the beauty in my eyes." Well she is not the only ones i missed.I miss my scouts too.Things have been going thru my mind. Once i told myself that one day i will come back to Teck Whye Bull Scout.I donoe why but something in me is telling me that it is time.Have i learn enough to make sure that i dun fail again. I hate failure.It is something that very very painful.Nevertheless,i am not prepared to part with Serangoon Eagles family that have definately groom me.I MIGHT be a better leader now.but i am not sure if Teck Whye does welcome me anymore.I once have a heated argument with the teacher in charged and sort of left the unit.The unit managed to buck up after sometime. i do admit my mistake.i was young and stuborn.i never knew wat it was all about back then...i regret ...... i have to sign off now..... 1030 in france maohaid whined at Tuesday, August 10, 2004 | Comments? Monday, June 21, 2004 So i have ORD....So What have i been doing Since ord.... Here the story goes di da di da di da di 12 June Collect NRIC and Left HQMC For GD 13 June - 16 June Serangoon District Camp,Patrol Leader Training Course, Venture Leadership Course 17 June Went done for an alptitute test at cmpb. 18 June - 21 June ASPIRE Camp 21 June Interview at Siemens Whats Coming Up? 22 June - 25 June Sea Scout Camp 26 June - 27 June Sea Scout Regatta Wow...Thats a whole month of jam pack activity... Here it goes into detail...after my ord went to district camp.its a fun camp..but i cant tahan some of the people working under me...one of them is the "step mother". She act as if she knows everything...but in a matter of fact she donoe anything..whatever lar..they are YP after all.Give Face lar.. The Alptitutde Test was a killer;Imagine after so many year of never using my brains..seddenly the throw me with 300 Plus Qns.... in 2 1/2 Hrs..The Logic Qns are Ok..But the English Qns.. Im dead onli did 20 Qns out of 60 Qn.... in 1/2 hour.Jialat Then During the ASPIRE Camp...It was grace by the presence of East Area Scout Commissioner who is also the State Coroner and District Judge for the subordinate Court.Well this guy dun drive.And i was the duty driver for the camp...so i have to send him home,using my "Ferrari".It was at 2 am in the morning and i was damnn tired..I was literally Speeding and i think i beat 1 red light...Then i suddenly remember,that i have a district judge in my "ferrari".OPS big bubu.But he was a nice guy..he nevermention anything.Well his my friend after all.Kua kua Kua.So if u are in trouble one day.. I might be able to help... Haiz.Today going for interview at Siemens for QA/QC engineer.... MUst go and read up my lecture notes liao seeya ard people... maohaid whined at Monday, June 21, 2004 | Comments? Saturday, May 22, 2004 Serangoon Eagle has Done It Again. 3 Gold Awards For Serangoon Eagle Scout Group. Scout Section Gold Award(4th Best Unit in Singapore) Venture Section Gold Award(2nd Best Unit in Singapore) Rover Section Gold Award(Best Unit in Singapore) Haiz,But school is quite fark up.They dun apperciate the people who do so much to acheieve this award.The dun give credit when credit is due.And the Bloody Hell think that without us the can survive.I doubt so.....Aniway i am still doing the things i do not for the school,but for the boys. Hopefully the boys apperciates our services. Yours In Scouting scouter Maohaid maohaid whined at Saturday, May 22, 2004 | Comments? Sunday, May 16, 2004 My sis just bought My Girl VCD,So there i was watching it all over again...So memories came back as well. 2004... Well about 10 years ago, i was justa n innocent sec 1 boy.Whahaha.I went thru my foto album just now and recall some of the great moments i had during secondary school.When i first set inside my class, i remeber this chinese looking gal in my class,she was wearing princess Elizabeth Primary School Uniform.well she does look cute.I recall when a few of my classmates play a prank on her.We put a secret love letter in her bag. The content is very very mushy,i guess.Whahaha the we sign of as someone who wear glasses,and like to sing a particular song.Then the next day,amazingly, all of us;including me who dun like to wear glasses,start wearing glasses and sing that particular song.Hehehe then she start wandering who it was.Hehehehe so funny. Well back in sec school, i was also quite notoriost,Some of the things i recall doing was extortion.But i was not extorting for money.Well, every tuesday is my school assembly.So we have to wear the School Tie.So normally i will forget to bring my School Tie.As the Afternoon session had the assembly ard 1215 till 1255,i will get out of class early and wait at the staircase,look for those sec one and take their tie."lent me your tie, u wat class i will return to u later!"Knn some dun want to lent, i just grab from them.Any one knows how many School Tie i have in 4 Years?i have about 8 ties,but onli one is mine whahahaa Other interesting stuff is to volunteer to be class monitor so that we will be nearby the teachers so that can see the teacher clivage.Whahaha Craps.We got even bet wif classmateon wat colour underwear teachers wear. We were so daring to use the sharperner mirror. We start too drink "Tiger" in sec School.But this "Tiger" is special, Lemon Tea plus Pepsi or 7UP.Eat fruits in science lab.Burn my fren hair during Science Lab cos we forget to turn off the gas pipe All these are memories,Yesterday i just recieve a phonecall.My friend gave birth liao..Knn. In all i have about 10 - 15 friends who are married with kids,Malay n Chinese, and i tot onli older generation people get married early.... Hmm So when am i getting married?KNN No GF marry Wat? maohaid whined at Sunday, May 16, 2004 | Comments? Thursday, May 13, 2004 Hey Man its been a long long time. And its seems that the blogger website also have been updated.Nothing much happened these few weeks.Had ORD Chalet a few days ago;It was rather fun.but i am actually very sad that some regulars,dun give us face.never turn up.I actually wanted to say alot of things during the toast;but then i felt my tear coming out. so i just make it short and sweet. Aniway this is what i am going to say yesterday:- My sincerely apology to everyone in the office.Especially to the staff Officers,Drandy,Iain Tan,Eng Chun who have tolerated to my nonsenses in the office.The PHIs,Whom played a fatherly figure to me,Mr leow and Mr Pang who never fails to pay for coffee every single day in my life in Prev Med.Giving valuable tips in life, sharing their life experience,giving a listening ear when i am down.And not forgetting Gary and patrick whom have been great friends.Next would the Senior medics in the branch,Tan Im who i started calling her auntie and hopefully it will stop after i ord.To jovita who tolereted my nonsenses,giving valueable advises,and at times covering me during my "magical acts".To MSG Chia,who given me many many face, during my 2 years of army life, giving way to me at times, tolerated with my cursing and swearing, covering me during my "magical acts", tolerating with my missing camp pass for nearly 9 months,alots more. Next is to Cindy who has always been nagging at me, it is irritating but i noe its something good,although i have not realised what good it will bring me.and lastly but not least,nicky whom i have least contact with.Thanks for bringing me of the RSS Endurance for the first time.It would certainly be the greatest moment of my life. And not forgetting to my brothers who had ORD,going to ORD and those who have not ORD.I Know that i have been a bastard in the office,tai chi ing from work and making others doing it.And most of the times my words are very very sharp that could heard your feelings.I hope that you guys wont take it to heart.And to the Brother 7 whom will be ORDing in June, I wish all of you the best in watever you guys are doing.Study Hard and you will be somebody big in the near future.I am not so fortunate as you guys.I do not have the chance to study at this point of time.Maybe in the near future, i will. Education is the key to success. My 2 cents worth of comments:- Chong:You always act impulsively,Try to know where you stand.I know stading up for your right is what you want.But at times,it is not the best thing to do.Try to control your temper.The outside world is not so forgiving.Although you are not heading the same path as the other 5 of them, your is a special trade.You could be doing better then them in the near future.So Do Not give up. Tipin:You tends to be too honest at time.i am not sayiong that you should tell lies.But something in the world outside, we cannot afford to be too honest. The world outside is not so pure and sincere.You might get yourself into trouble one day if you are too honest. Sometimes you realli need to cover up for your friends, colleagues and family,as and when required.Take Care Xiong:You are to hardworking. In life, Not hardworking people survive, but tactical people survive. In the world outside, people tends to take advantage of your hardworkingness.You do the work and other people take the credits.So sometimes you need to do abit of tai chi. Mark:Dun big hole so much..it is okay to yah yah at times.but not too much.You are a revengeful person. Its okay to be angry;but try not to revenge. Everything happens for a reason.You might get yourself into trouble one day if you are revengful. Foo:Nothing much to say about you.Get more life..Watch movie somewhere else. Dun just go and watch in bishan. Go more clubbing and partying. Ian:Nothing much to say about you too.Just that you like to call people names.eg.chucky,grumpy,minat bla bla bla.but i can say that you are very diplomacy.You noe how to wayang.hehehe Maybe thats why i cant realli recall any stuff abt u. As for me i noe i got tons of things to change.Hope you guys dun forget me. Keep in touch.Okay thats all folks Your Friend Maohaid Faizal Kasmin Public Health Assistant Preventive Medicine Branch HQ SAF MEDICAL CORPS maohaid whined at Thursday, May 13, 2004 | Comments? Sunday, April 18, 2004 Wow,For the first time as a VSL,My senior ventures volunteer to wash my van for me......So shock....but it din come for free, the ask me whether i will sign their test card;"Self Reliance Component" if the wash and wax my van.Well i said ok and the did quite a good job.I am very IMPRESSED. maohaid whined at Sunday, April 18, 2004 | Comments? Tuesday, April 13, 2004 More Issue regarding $$$ Money Money Money!! Does it really matters if we dun have enough money.Definately with the lack of money, our lifes could be less comfortable.So we werk and werk to earn more money so that we can live comfortablely.We work monday to sunday. From dusk to dawn..Eventually when we work monday to sunday,dusk to dawn,we will definately have extra $$$ to spent.But when can we spent our money if we work all week?Not only that, we lose the time we spent on our family, friends, love ones etc. So is it advisable to do so? Well we dun really know, that could be the reason why we are still doing so.Are we able to part with our time,family, friends and love ones over money? Money Money Money!! What happens when we eventually earn enough or in other words we became rich?Many friends, distant relatives, enemy whom we seldom see came visiting us. i once came upon this proverb, "Money dun bring u good friends;but it certainly invite you better enemy". So why do these people come to you? Well it is becos you have the money. and people love money... when you refuse to borrow them or have difficulties borrow money to them, they simply say that we have forgotten our friends when we became rich. We, all of us know that it is not true... where are these people when we are in need? Money Money Money!! Best of all, when siblings and families join forces to open up business, each and everyone of us became greedy. We always want more.At the end of the day, families and siblings goes into war just becos of money. They say, "Blood is thicker than water." but in many cases, money is the root of all evil.siblings and families goes to court to sue each other... Human are greedy. No amount of money is enough for them... Money Money Money!! Last of all, those who lose money...some are heavy gamblers, stock players etc. some lose money and become poor,some lose money and bankrupt, some own loanshark and trouble their families, some resort to stealing and robbery and end up in prison.... If that is not bad enough, try visiting the Institue of Mental Health, Some of the start talking about shares, some start counting stacks of newspaper "money" some go ard saying that people steal their money.Well this people paid the most expensive price becos of money...They have gone crazy over money...So you think that money is the root of all evil. Have you ever asked what is the root of all money?Be contented of what you have. No money = Problem To much Money = Many Problems Just enough = Not Enough. So how much is enough? maohaid whined at Tuesday, April 13, 2004 | Comments? |
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